WELCOME to my blog (est. 2001) and autobiographical porn site (opened to members May Day 2002)!

Both are undergoing a transformation in honor of my unexpectedly difficult & relatable mid-life crisis.

Keep coming back to see what emerges as I shoot and write and sit on all of my realcore homemade lifestyle porn for awhile during my site’s retooling, and peek into life with my amazing wife, Delia. :)



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Memorial Day Camming

I’ve got a loose plan to get on cam for Memorial Day (tomorrow/May 30th). Could be any time between tonight (Sunday night) and Tuesday afternoon. Probably only for a few hours; I should be doing other work, but I miss live cam interaction. Camming is how I got... read more

WE’RE (not just) MARRIED!!!!

Delia and I have been together since 2002. We’ve wanted to get/be married for seven or eight of those years. But we also wanted to wait until we had money to have all of our family there, and for Delia to be able to have as much of the bridal experience as she... read more

Naked with Long Blonde Hair

Look how long my hair is getting! Still . . . not nearly long enough to be fetish-length. And because of Lightning Allie I’ve been thinking a lot and learning about different (head) hair-related fetishes. I have never done any long-hair fetish stuff because... read more

Grey Day Nudie Pic

It’s a grey afternoon, above and on my body. The vine maple behind me likes it: I’m wearing my new cozy birthday-present sweats that stevi got me – thank you for picking out the most unglamorous thing on my wishlist that I really really needed! These... read more

Fortunes: Saved & Chosen

While packing up and moving, I rediscovered a lot of jolly useless crap that I’ve hoarded, including these fortunes I saved for some reason: Guess which one I like best (if I were to choose one to be my REAL fortune or that I actually believe in)? Definitely not... read more

Bugs & Boobs! (pics)

Delia knows exactly what kind of thoughtful presents to give me; she brought home the most awesome present for me: Nevermind what’s inside . . . the box is super cool! Look at the shiny, iridescent beetle necklace my girlfriend got me!! There is a special reason... read more

Gazillions of Camgirl Dollars

Emailing back and forth with a webwhore/stripper/blogger extraordinaire, I found out she was under the impression that I am a Very Successful Camgirl, or as she put it, I got a newsletter saying you made a gazillion dollars doing webcam. This was totally news to me... read more

Love & Attraction

Delia had a sperm deposit to make in Seattle on Thursday. On our way to catch the ferry, we stopped for Chicken McNuggets on Bainbridge Island. I went inside quickly while Delia waited in the car and thought I saw an old familiar face of someone I fucked (and adored)... read more

Tiny Fake Pussies

I ordered three toys for Tucker and they just arrived today — I cannot WAIT to incorporate them into shoots for him, and even for me! I’ve always been extremely erotically fascinated with guys resourcefully using household objects to masturbate with or... read more