Behind the Scenes Today

delia trixie james behind the scenes

delia bodystocking facial

Really happy about this scene and very grateful for the sweet location and the man-talent! I failed to reset one of the camera settings though, so the quality is somewhat compromised in a bunch of shots. :( It sucks, but taught me a good lesson since right before we started shooting I was bitching about people who don’t attend to details so PRIDE GOETH BEFORE A FALL, SELF!

Deep Veins

We have a deal where a hot guy will shoot hardcore content with my wife Delia . . . if he gets to fuck both of us off camera. ;) TOTAL WIN-WIN! So I got tested today:

Trixie after porn industry STI testing

As usual they started out trying to draw blood from my arm but gave up and went for the back of my hand.

There’s a possibility we’ll also shoot for my site if money and scheduling permits.  Would you like that?

To the City

Loved my ride on the buses today. It’s amazing how foreign (and “beautifil”) everything looks boosted up by a couple of feet:

I was the only passenger on the bus when we went over the bridge.

Taking the bus makes me feel really good because

  • we live in a place with many super nice people, and I feel better about the world by being on a bus with them
  • I feel like I’m really traveling somewhere and recognize the distance I’m covering going from home to Seattle (when we drive I don’t appreciate / respect that as much)
  • I’m not in charge of anything . . . I practice looking out the window and surrendering to the bus, the driver, and everything passing by; it’s an opportunity to submit to schedules I don’t control and to just . . . practice doing nothing and getting somewhere anyway . . . I practice not being anxious and afraid, and in the absence of that I have moments like the one above when I was brought to tears by the way the wind moves the water on the south side of the bridge (I always appreciate it, but never have seen it exactly like I saw it today . . . which is how every single time I look at wind moving water should be) . . . something about being on this bus alone made me think about getting old and dying. Or maybe I’ve been thinking about getting old and dying a lot, and this bus ride was a really good one for just going along with those thoughts.
  • I am so lucky I don’t *HAVE* to ride the bus (and so lucky that when I *choose* to, it’s these ones)
  • when the bus drove through areas they might be, instead of worrying that I’d see them I actually hoped that I would just see them driving by . . . to the library, coming out of the store . . . and that I would be happy and comforted by glimpsing them going about their lives from my anonymous invisible vantage point
  • I love the ways the bus sounds – it is a real vehicle that does lots of work

This was supposed to be a picture of me admiring my armpit hair:

trixie from the back in black and white

I thought about a lot of things on the bus (like I think about a lot of things in the shower and pretty much all the time), like advantages I have because of some fucked up stuff, including simple things like being raised with enough of a competitive awareness of presentation that I can win at things a lot of people don’t/won’t. If I want to. I have a vast array of choices most people do not (or are simply not aware that they have and/or are not interested in exercising them), and some of that is due to pure luck.

When I watch the people stream by getting off the ferry I know a lot of them are “luckier” than I am. But I’m egotistical enough to not envy them, assuming most of them have absolutely no fucking clue how to be anything but average. Which is a big funny sign of me being an asshole, because I’ve learned so much by resigning myself to being average. Average is such a comforting way to be sometimes.

Tiny Hands on Treads


At 7 PM on Sunday

Today is super-springy!


Want Some Candy, Girlie?

When I was window-shopping today someone said “psssssst HEY” from his car behind me and offered me his full bag of hot popcorn . . . and it felt more illicit than the other substances I was carrying:


Okay, he didn’t really say “psssst” but it felt exactly like psssst . . .

So yes, I took the big bag of popcorn that wouldn’t fit between his legs and ate it.

There is more to this story . . . in my head, anyway.


Good news: Alex Talvez is coming over tonight! I *think* the cams will be on but I’m not going to make any promises about that or what we might do on them. :)

Hard Hairy Work Day

Trixie's hairy armpits

Trying to stay the course. Many hours alone and at the computer. Trying to strive for balance. Many doubts and tons of to-do’s. Trying to let go of when and focus on what and how. How GOOD, not how NOW. Trying to enjoy and refine my process(es) and not give up too soon, afraid I won’t have the results and am already past a billion deadlines (that are so artificial and such bullshit WHO CARES).

The only things I consumed today:

  • a health bar in the middle of the night/sleeping time
  • mug of Roastaroma tea
  • a few dark-chocolate covered almonds
  • a carton of chicken broth with some little pasta shells and grated carrot
  • some coke zero

Now I need to eat something with some comfort and calories and stretch or I’m probably going to get a massive headache.

Orgasm Assistant One of Four


Time to Mow

tastytrixie in spring sun

Enjoying the springtime sun going down.

sun over Trixie's naked shoulder

The sun going down on my shoulder.

This house’s lawnmower is on its last legs and unreliable / too much of a chore to use so we’re paying someone to come over and mow the grass tomorrow.

Help wanted from a young man for two older ladies

This made me chuckle (even though it’s super discriminatory) at the store today. Looks like a lot of responsible young men are interested in the position!

running naked through overgrown grass at sundown

Running through our overgrown grass.

I generally suck at routinely taking care of myself (feeding, clothing, balancing, cleaning and exercising, etc.) but I’m trying to grow up A LITTLE in that department. Being able to put everything in one bowl (and the size and weight and shape of the bowl is critical for the meal’s success, I think) and be moderately healthy and still be comforting (and not a chore to feed myself) helps. This is about as ambitious as I get:

wild rice and salmon salad bowl

Brown / wild rice, salmon, baby spinach and arugula, and shitake sesame dressing works for me (but I still suck at making rice — shouldn’t that be easy? I HATE sticky rice, but this was tolerable):

ingredients in my self-feeding challenge

Convenient … and tasty.

We’ve been putting a lot of our food into bowls on top of salad greens lately, like meatballs and pasta sauce on baby spinach . . . but without pasta. And pad thai on top of baby spinach. Stuff like that. I definitely like it better when Delia puts it together, though.

We are super lucky to be able to afford good and convenient food like this. Feeding myself or other people on a tight budget is a huge job I’ve never been up for (unless I just eat ramen, which isn’t healthy). Fortunately these ingredients will feed me for dayS while Delia is in Seattle.

Sunday in Black & White (& Green)

sun in the woods on evergreen huckleberry bushes

Trixie in the woods with sun on her big natural breasts

Taken on a much-needed walk (with some sprints that felt like flying and leaping over tree roots that made me laugh) with Delia today.

Nightvision Handycam Back

Now that winter is over and sunlight is pouring into our downstairs, Delia moved our bed (just a mattress) back upstairs to our sleeping alcove and set the nightshot handycam back up for our members:

Trixie's boob in handycam flipscreen

This handycam has served us well for over a decade


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The Sealed Letter
4 of 5 stars
Not as engrossing as Slammerkin, but interesting, informative and engaging as a fictionalized version of a true story exposing the lives of well-off women (and feminists and lesbians) in Victorian England.

It's hard to avoid comp...
tagged: 2010-consumption
Bottomfeeder: A Novel
4 of 5 stars
For some reason I *want* to only give this book three stars but that would be a lie; I didn't just "like it", I actually "REALLY liked it".

I'm not familiar with Fingerman's other work, but just being aware of...
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The Lady Who Liked Clean Restrooms: The Chronicle of One of the Strangest Stories Ever to Be Rumoured About Around New York
3 of 5 stars
A cute little morbid trick of a book and so short I can say that I kind of enjoyed it. I appreciated the casual way considering whoring was treated, but am guessing it wasn't really casual and was supposed to illustrate just how far she had...
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The Intuitionist
4 of 5 stars
I loved the atmosphere and tone of the book. I enjoy reading about characters who are socially isolated and/or solitary by choice. I also enjoy reading about the lives of machines especially when they're described with a touch of mysticism ...
tagged: 2010-consumption
Young Men in Spats
4 of 5 stars
I might have enjoyed this even more than the Wooster & Jeeves books. LOVED the last story, which was oddly disturbing (only mildly so, of course, which made it very surreal). Also appreciated the self-consciousness (again, MILD) regarding c...
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