Pretty Mommy Like Poetry (PICS)
July 2nd, 2010 | Author: Trixie
Warning: this post might gross out some people, so if a certain word in the title makes you uncomfortable, the rest of this entry will probably heighten your discomfort:
I SO enjoyed my nightgown camshow last month (and had an awesome one the day before, too). I wore a long nightie that always makes me feel SO sexy and SO pretty and such a feminine tease. Someone I worked with years ago gave me three Eileen West nightgowns I never ever would have bought for myself, but now that I have them I want a dozen more:
Big Boobs Look Plush Under Pleated Cotton Nightgown
I guess I just really like the feeling of white lengths of cotton flowing all over my body with no panties or bra (like my long white May Day dress).
Pretty lady in long cotton nightgown looks like a sweet mommy tucking you in.
I *especially* like the way these nighties make my jugs look so generous and mobile and soft with the pleats adding more fabric to accentuate them bursting forward. So so ripe and full.
Modest and non-nude, but suggestive and succulent
In my show it was like poetry, talking about being a lady in a long nightgown, and what ladies in long nightgowns like to do and how their pussies get so wet underneath their long long nightgowns. I felt so pretty and iconically feminine, like if Victoria magazine included porn (never gonna happen, I know). Don’t you just want to push that white cotton up-up-up? And see and smell some soft, furry bush?
Free pics of me from a few years ago in a similar night gown: http://www.trixie.com/tgp/Trixie/see-through-nighty
It’s gross I guess, but I also love how skinny my arms and legs look wearing this nightgown. It’s the most feminine interpretation of skinniness, I think. Everything looks so long and pretty and gracefully awkward compared to everything in the middle looking so abundant and juicy.
It made me want to log in to the pay-to-view camsite I’ve been working and make all the boys want me to be their pretty mommy in her modest white nightgown. It’s such a familiar mommy-in-summer look, the soft cotton wafting faded mommy perfume and hugging hands reaching out on long arms to drawn you in. There’s nothing overtly sexual about it except that it’s all ALL all woman, and the modesty is the most naked you might get. A silhouette if the light is right, a sour-sweet stubbly armpit, some long pale leg if she gathers it up a little to step through the dewy lawn to get the paper in the morning.
It’s a look that provokes powerfully confusing strong feelings in a lot of people of both innocent love and taboo lust.
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That day we had more people in members-only chat than we’ve had in MONTHS, which also boosted my spirits terrifically. And really everything started looking up on Thursday when and after we fucked (don’t you think this is true?).
Sleepy mommy-type's big Victorian "dirty pillows"
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If you want to get me a similar nightgown or inexpensive night slip to fill out my pretty mommy wardrobe, I have a couple ON SALE on my wishlist! It would be nice to have a couple of new drowsy sleepytime gowns to wear this summer.
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I hope to blog more later about 1) the camming I’ve been doing and 2) my own shame, discomfort and conflicted feelings about role plays I get off on.
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Not something I would usually dig, but the pictures make it hot.
Whoah!!! You are looking hella local there . . . please don’t tell anyone on the p3n1nsula my freaky secrets!
Love your blog and art — just reading it and still too paranoid to comment. Hugs to you and your wife.
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I don’t know how you do it. You look sexy in a damn grandma nightie. I love those kind of pajamas and haven’t had them in ages! Don’t know whatever happened to my long white cotton nightie with the small blue flowers. You are so right though about how they make your breasts all voluptuous and motherly looking. Speaking of which….you should do a lactation something on your site. Hubby and I have been fantasizing about him drinking milk from a pregnant or new mom’s breasts. Just think how uncomfortable THAT would make some of those who don’t like the “mommy” thing. I know that is one “fetish” that used to kind of not sit quite right with you and I’d be interested in hearing how your thoughts have shifted on that lately.
Oh, Sab — can I count the ways in which I love you (and hubby)?
I still want to blog more about some of this on the “Fertile Trixie” site/blog, but yeah; as time went on and I talked to my mom about it a little and have learned a little more with each year that I was previously ignorant about regarding how women’s bodies change and feel during and after pregnancy, I feel a lot more comfortable with porning up stuff like lactation and pregnancy, though since I probably won’t ever lactate or get pregnant it’s in some ways a moot point. But maybe it would be even weirder in a cool way to role play lactation & breast feeding?
Nobody on my site or blog(s) has ever expressed an inability to put my role plays into context or acted like I’m a menace to society (I have only gotten positive feedback, albeit sometimes with shared conflicted feelings from people feeling similarly weird about it turning them on), at least not that I can recall, so my own conflicted feelings about sharing that stuff openly in my blog and making porn that includes that kind of thing are part irrational fear, part worry about legal and regulatory+financial risks, and part desire to be sensitive and responsible in the way I present that kind of content and careful to remember not everybody is on the same page when it comes to thought crimey stuff.
It’s really weird to compare the LACK of negative response I’ve gotten to the taboo role plays to the PLETHORA of hostility and threatened feelings I’ve gotten over being unshaved/hairy, doing period porn, and using the crucifix dildo. The crucifix thing doesn’t surprise me, but who’d have thought that having body hair and menstruating would be scarier to people than relatively (haha) kinky role plays? Same with pee: nobody has freaked out over me peeing in shows or videos or pictures on my site, but if there’s HAIR an inch from the peehole? Now THAT’S gross!
Having Inferno (who is practically a neighbor) comment/be present provides an interesting/good challenge for me again try to reconcile my compulsion for being honest, making connections, and sharing really personal stuff with being afraid that eventually much less-cool local people will see or read these things. You’d think after all these years I’d have come to accept that when I go to the store there’s a good chance people are looking at me who have seen my hemorrhoids, but it still makes me feel really awkward and nervous venturing out of the house wondering how many people I pass by know all of my dirty “secrets” (that I haven’t been very secretive about). I guess I’m at the point of realizing we might as well be all-the-way out and let the chips fall where they may. Having that kind of realization with such a hugely touchy subject as taboo role plays is pretty intense; would I want this to be the first thing our landlords read about us?
The thing is, I really want to link to Inferno’s blog! And comment on all of the local stuff!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HAVE WANTED TO GO TO SOME OF THOSE STRONG MAN COMPETITIONS HE BLOGGED ABOUT!!!!
dig into some neurologistic studies on shame and sexuality. i’ve found the easiest-to-understand starting point is with foot fetishists. anyway, there are biochemical devices at work when it comes to shame and sexuality. the guilt trigger makes ladies more fertile.
on second thought, DON’T dig in. i like my sex with a healthy side of shame, and now that i know a little about the in’s and out’s of neurotransmitters, it takes me FOREVER to orgasm. stupid science.
Now I want a flowy cotton nightie too…
Wish you were a little older to make it more realistic for me but love it
LOL @ Libby – that totally makes sense.
@Tara: I want you to have a flowy cotton nightie too, perhaps we can have them together and press our ripeness against each other.
@Dave: Thanks! Just curious: how old would I need to be to make it feel realistic? I’m 37 which is considered potential grannyland!
Well I’m in my mid 20s now so you’d have to be older in order to actually be able to be my ‘mommy’. But you’re really hot and I love the fantasy! The hairy bush is a nice & necessary touch too
Wow, what a goddess!!! Personally, I love “clothed sex”, its one of my many kinks!
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