http://www.tastytrixie.com/aging/spider-season-pics/ Homemade Porn, Blog & Cams from a WebWhore with a Voice Wed, 08 Feb 2012 16:32:00 -0500 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8.4 hourly 1 http://www.tastytrixie.com/aging/spider-season-pics/comment-page-1/#comment-1413 Trixie Sun, 11 Oct 2009 01:52:31 +0000 http://www.tastytrixie.com/?p=3012#comment-1413 I want to feel that way, but it just hasn't worked out that way for me when I've been there. I think I was excited (to the point of something akin to ecstasy or maybe just hysteria) in many ways (and certainly curious) going into it and knowing it was imminent, and I definitely feel incredibly blessed and thankful I was with my dad when he died even to the point of feeling "chosen". Maybe I thought those things to the point where I was ill-prepared for the fear I saw and felt when he was on his way out, though. It's been years now and I continue to feel like I have a ton of work to do or some kind of hard decision that I have to make, like I've been in spiritual crisis since then. Anyway, it's endlessly fascinating and I love reading your experience of things like this. I want to feel that way, but it just hasn’t worked out that way for me when I’ve been there. I think I was excited (to the point of something akin to ecstasy or maybe just hysteria) in many ways (and certainly curious) going into it and knowing it was imminent, and I definitely feel incredibly blessed and thankful I was with my dad when he died even to the point of feeling “chosen”. Maybe I thought those things to the point where I was ill-prepared for the fear I saw and felt when he was on his way out, though. It’s been years now and I continue to feel like I have a ton of work to do or some kind of hard decision that I have to make, like I’ve been in spiritual crisis since then. Anyway, it’s endlessly fascinating and I love reading your experience of things like this.

]]> http://www.tastytrixie.com/aging/spider-season-pics/comment-page-1/#comment-1412 Tara Thu, 08 Oct 2009 07:11:32 +0000 http://www.tastytrixie.com/?p=3012#comment-1412 You write so beautifully. I had kind of the opposite experience with death - it's sad to lose someone, but the actual death moment is exciting and sacred like birth. You write so beautifully. I had kind of the opposite experience with death – it’s sad to lose someone, but the actual death moment is exciting and sacred like birth.

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