WELCOME to my blog & autobiographical porn site!

Both are undergoing a transformation in honor of my unexpectedly difficult & relatable mid-life crisis.

Keep coming back to see what emerges as I shoot and write and sit on all of my realcore homemade lifestyle porn for awhile during my site’s retooling, and peek into life with my amazing wife, Delia. :)



coming soon: MILD-rated porn-free pages

happy spinning Trixie

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My Boobs are WAY Bigger than This

Wearing my sports bra that smashes down my boobs and string bikini panties with my bush peeking over the top, self-shot in a mildly fun-house mirror that we LOVE because it elongates & skinnifies us juuuuuust enough to look like we're more slender than we really...

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On the Way

It probably seems like nothing is happening, but ... somethings ARE happening, and I'm excited as I keep practicing letting them take shape with less fear, healthier priorities (and FEWER priorities), and more faith and confidence. Thanks for your patient, curious,...

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42 is Just a Number (and not even the right one)

Note: I was in a bad mood when I started this post, but writing it adjusted my attitude to CRAZY INVINCIBILITY by the end!   My mid-life crisis anxiety has been so revved up over money challenges, fear of failure, our biological clocks ticking, overwhelming...

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What did you like to do with your free time when you were 3, 7, 12, 16? What was a treat? What did you hate doing? What did you have to keep a secret? What did you want to do TO FEEL GOOD when you grew up? What stuff did you feel was denied you because you were NOT...

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Last Monday of February: SUN!

I feel happy and so glad for the sunshine, and to be able to be naked under it in our backyard. I feel happy to be alone wrapped in quiet solitary warmth. I feel hopeful that eventually I will happily stop trying to be more normal and just accept that I can't be and...

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She Missed Me

My wife came home from LA on Friday: Delia , with me on top of her squirming around on her cock: Ohhhhh . . . that feels SOOOOO GOOOOOOOOD . . . Me: Did you miss this pussy? Delia: Ohhhh, I missed this pussy SOOOOOOOO MUCH . . . So nice to be back in Seattle. Oh...

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