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All morning I’ve been thinking about fucking nineteen year old boys. Not any specific one, just a regular lineup of lithe little hard-muscled confused-yet-focused horny boys with motor hips and little curved dicks that don’t stop.

It’s because last night I ran across a video of Carol Cox with just the title of “Fucking a 19 Year Old”. I’m well aware of Carol Cox and that she fucks lots of people on her site and has lots of videos out there, but in my head it’s not something I crave to watch. Only by random surfing would I click and watch that, which is what makes it so out-of-the-blue to get so “inspired” by the awesomeness of it, just her smiling while this kid grunts his hips into her. No music, just those flesh-slapping fuck-sounds. No bullshit overproduction . . . it made it very voyeuristic, especially because I can imagine her husband Danny standing there behind the camera watching this kid who is decades younger than he is, fucking his wife.

We watched A Single Man the other night which had many beautiful young men in it and more than once I said out loud, Oh my god . . . I can’t even imagine being AROUND guys that age again. The chatter! The idealism! The way they think all these things they think and feel are NEW and mature and WOW!!

But somehow just watching Carol lying there having a torso of teen muscles pumping into her it made me realize it IS possible to have the cock without all of the talk. And I’m not a big old meanie, I probably would find a few of them charming in other ways, too.

Maybe all of the effort of lining such things up and getting hotel rooms and kids flaking out would be worth it — after all, it WOULD be a lot easier to shoot than us trying to shoot ourselves, which makes things more technical than we’d like them to be AND uses up both of our “talents” for only one piece of content. It really would make more sense for us to be regularly fucking other people for our sites.

I know, I keep saying it but keep hesitating. I don’t like all of the planning and rigmarole and relying-on-other-people involved in endeavors like that, especially living in an out-of-the-way place as we do; it’s really expensive and time consuming to get together with people away from home (and there’s no way we’re inviting strangers to our house to fuck us). Plus I am pretty sure (but not 100%) that Carol Cox and her husband actually do pay the guys featured in her videos – it’s a lot more professional than the way it’s presented in the fantasyland of the porn site (and I mean that in a GOOD way). We honestly can’t afford to pay other people for sex. OR waste time picking them up in bars (plus I hate bars, anyway).

But then I think how nice it would be to make something hot to look at just by lying there and enjoying some hormone-crazed fuck-machine of a teenager. Making him pull out and shoot big loads of spunk all over my tits. Thinking about this gives me very pleasant feelings.

Of course, I’d like to make them “audition” with a slightly-humiliating interview and videotaped jerk-off session first. I want to ask them questions and hear their voices shake while their impatient pricks twitch in their pants.

I look forward to the time when we have a stable of reliable boys (and/or GROWN men) like this to shoot with whenever we want to. I’m just not sure when, if ever, we’ll invest the time in finding and grooming them. Are you wondering why I’m more focused on shooting with men than women? Or why I’m emphasizing younger men as opposed to more age-appropriate lays? If so leave comments and maybe I’ll blog about it. Or just answer in the comments.

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God, I want someone to choke me. The RIGHT way. While I’m on top. Very few people have the touch or the right arm-length or understanding of how to not do it scary. It’s the pressure applied UP that I like to lean down into. I love the way it adds a tense time limit and everything slows down. Next time I find one who can do it I’m going to make him wear gloves, making it too difficult to get my pussy as far down on it as I suddenly want it to be. Because I’m held away. Just the tip.

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Delia has a hot semi-local who MIGHT shoot with her, but just the length of time of email back-and-forths and the guy’s lack of certainty about being on tape makes me think again that maybe it’s not worth the effort and bullshit. Of course I understand people’s reservations about being in porn, I just don’t have time to waste with their uncertainty or enough money to motivate them to treat it as more than just a fantasy they want to hot chat about late at night with no intention of following through. Oh wait, I asked Delia about that guy and apparently he’s actually ready to go, Delia’s just been waiting for the right time to schedule something. That’s exciting, right?

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Now I officially have two personal ads semi-written but not posted anywhere.

Here are a couple of pictures I adore from my most recent update for members:

Amateur Hairpie Sex Pic from TastyTrixie

I *love* this picture:

Happy natural amateur sex porn from Trixie

You can see some more free previews from this gallery HERE.

Sorry to be so brief . . . we’ve designated this afternoon starting at 2 pm and evening as TIME OFF OF WORK, so I’m hurrying to get a few things done (and feeling really good about the sweet porn we’ve shot over the past couple of days).

Tomorrow and Saturday we’ve got shows and members-only chat scheduled so maybe we’ll get to say hi to each other then! We changed our show times so that they’re at the same time both days, at 3 pm and 4 pm pacific (with members-only chat following at 5 on Saturday). I also tried out putting reminder text on our spycams, one of which shows our local time so you can figure out exactly what time it is here / how close to showtime or chat.

You can check out other people’s “Half Nekkid Thursday” pics for this week here (links are in the comments). If you like truly amateur / non-porn-pro stuff, you should definitely check it out.

Yesterday I woke up NEEDING to fuck after having vivid, happy, kissing and sex dreams about a certain married man and two hot younger women with me somewhere in the middle.

With so much work on our plates I thought maybe my arousal would dissipate after breakfast and I could get cracking right away, but my desire to fuck just got more urgent so I asked Delia to meet me in bed after brushing our teeth and stuff (no, I’m not the type of person who needs everything to be clean, but sometimes it’s nice).

We turned on some music, kissed each other, groped each other, did some grinding, and fucked. Though we eventually wound up coming together in my favorite position with me on top, Delia served up some straightforward pumping in a variety of other positions first which I REALLY NEEDED. Just some rhythmic, direct, insistent fucking accompanied by confused images running through my head of a parade of people fucking me. It’s amazing how into Delia I can feel and so connected to her while at the same time my brain is populated by fantasies of fucking other people, too.

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Good news: today Delia’s new site, DeliaTS.com, is officially accepting new members!

Delia's New Site

If you haven’t checked Delia out recently, definitely hit her new pics page and the free video sample (I have a hand, literally, in some of the clips).

We finished it awhile ago but we before announcing it we had to get approval from our payment processor and Visa which takes times. Her new site is a continuation of the old one so I’m not sure how much of a difference it will make to current fans and members (if you are a member to one of our sites now, you automatically have access to this one, too, and all of our others). The big thing for us is that it’s in line with her identity as a transwoman and looks shinier and more up-to-date so we do a better job of accurately selling her. I know, that’s a big turn-off to some people, being reminded that we have to actually make money on our sites, but it SHOULD be a turn-ON; the more successful we are, the more and better porn we can make! Eventually we would love to shoot people for her old sites, both Trixie’s Houseboy AND DeliaCD, but right now we don’t have the time or money. Someday!

I am so much healthier physically than I was a year ago and think we’re at an age and approaching a stage in life where we might become more sexually adventurous with other people. Not right now, but soon. I’m feeling really frustrated mentally and physically because I have years of catching-up to do on geeky webmaster work — unstimulating desk-job stuff that requires a lot of concentration, patience, and sitting still staring at the computer for hours on end. It’s all stuff we need to finish make more money and pay our debts which are all coming to a giant head. I’m having a hard time not complaining about how I really want to be OUTSIDE enjoying my body or INSIDE FUCKING or dancing or doing more creative things with our time than soul-sucking technical stuff, but it has to be done and it WILL pay off. And there will be more fucking soon, I can FEEL it. Just not as soon as I want.

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We’ve got shows and members-only chat scheduled tomorrow night (Friday) and Saturday. Members CLICK HERE for our schedule/exact times and to gain entrance to them. Hope to see you there!