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I hooked up with a guy on Tuesday. And Wednesday.

This is BIG BIG BIG  excitement for me after nine+ years of near-monogamy with Delia!

I’m almost forty and really primed to enter a decade of LOTS. MORE. VARIETY! I think Delia is too and we’re at a solid, happy point in our relationship where being sexual with other people (in addition to each other) seems like the natural thing to do.

HARD nipples under see-through nylon bodysuit.

I’ve got a lot of juicy experiences and feelings to harvest this week . . . if you want more details you should JOIN MY SITE to read my secret blog and watch my newest video blog entry (I show off what my pussy looks like after being with a man – NOT a creampie though so don’t get too excited if that’s your thing).

Harvest Moon in the Morning, Last Quarter

I’ve been looking forward to fooling around with other people for a long time, but it seems like such a huge investment of time and never as convenient as I want it to be. Annoyingly, those apprehensions are being confirmed even in this situation with a single guy who actually LIVES in our small town. This should be SIMPLE and so so so much fun!! And it is so so so much fun, but faaaaaaaaaar from simple. Definitely aggravating.

I have a whole blog entry in my head to write about the stupid bullshit stereotype of guys preferring casual sex / not wanting committed, monogamous relationships as much as women do. ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT.

I love begonias, and I love ORANGE!

For spontaneous windows into my life, keep up with my twitter feed to see pictures from my world and read my excitement (and frustration and surprise).

My ass in see-through snap-crotch leotard-like thing.

I’d love to write more, but decided to just throw out the news and these pictures for a quick heads up.

We’ve got webcam shows FREE for members scheduled today (Friday) and tomorrow; mine are at 4 pacific / 7 eastern, and Delia’s are at 5 pacific / 8 eastern.

Pouring cold creek water all over my big natural titties!

Anyway, happy Fall Equinox!!

Would you be surprised to hear that I’m genuinely INSPIRED by some women’s personal stories of swinging and/or just seeing them fucking and sucking? Here are a few on my mind lately:

*Our friend Sabrina’s blog, Swinging in the Suburbs. I’ve mentioned it before, but she’s been posting more frequently lately and has the perfect balance of honest reflection and erotic titillation (hello bad boy cop story!), plus some provocative questions to ponder.

*Janet Mason’s site and blog: Janet Exposed. I’m not sure why I’ve never explored her site before – she’s been around online since 1998. Today I dove in and read a lot of stuff on her site and LOVE what she has to say.

Janet Mason loves big black cock!

Janet loves the way dark skin looks against her white skin.

I think reading her FAQs page is the reason why I got very excited about the fat, long cucumber Delia brought home from the store tonight. Yes, it’s a far cry from the giant black cocks Janet loves, but she got me so tuned into craving the phallus that I couldn’t help it. On top of that it’s good to read personal stories from women our age about the effects of stress on maintaining a sexy web presence for over a decade. I don’t mean that I’m happy other people have challenges, it’s just a relief and comfort to read people being honest about them.

*Angelique XXX (also a swinger): I just posted a guest gallery of her in my members-only area after finding some of her photos from her recent pregnancy.

Angelique XXX in tight white tank top & jeans.

Pregnant Angelique squeezing her swollen breasts.

I’ve always admired her French Canadian brand of beauty and was really happy to see the pregnant stuff after hearing awhile back that she initially hadn’t felt sexy pregnant. Again, it’s not that I celebrate the idea of her doing something that she didn’t enjoy; rather I enjoy thinking about the process she might have gone through to arrive at a place where she DID feel sexy (and of course the resulting porn is just HOT, especially to someone like myself who has always had the hots for her — seeing her transformed and expanded like that is erotic and potent to me).

I know, all of these words are very dorky and old-manlike, but they’re part of the truth. The part of the truth that just wants to share some hot mama porn without overthinking it to death.

It’s interesting how excited I get about these women’s portrayals of their sex lives even though I wouldn’t want to have their experiences myself. Not exactly, anyway. I don’t think I’ll ever want to be “filled up” and “stretched” the way some chicks (like Janet) do (I find deep penetration painful; I come faster and more often fucking guys with small cocks), but I do relate completely to being extremely aroused just by the sight of a really REALLY big cock. I’ll never be someone who specifically seeks out “black cock” to fetishize (but yeah, I might have a tiny little bit of an agenda in wanting to have sex with black WOMEN). I don’t think I’ll ever want to invest the amount of time in arranging to meet and fuck so many people (and be all clean and gorgeous and multi-orgasmic while doing it) but I do want a little bit of what they have one of these days, for both Delia and I.

But mostly for Delia. I am more of the husband-with-the-camera type.

Honestly, I *have* meant to write more about the whole open-relationship/swinging thing and my idea of what kind of openness is desirable/ideal to me (and what kinds are NOT). And discuss the whole subject of having stunt cocks/guest “models” to fuck on camera. And what I liked about having multiple sex partners in the past. And why that’s not a big priority for me right now, but I anticipate will be again. Someday . . .