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I just posted a new set of pictures for members we shot this morning at the cabin:

Cool spring morning at the cabin in my nightgown.

I’m enjoying developing my little mommy-nightgown niche (little niche, not little nightgown) and very slowly revealing pictures of the cabin (which is actually kind of painful for me, eroding the secrets of my alone-place, but it’s too good not to share, which is kind of too bad . . . not trying to make anyone feel guilty here, just trying to emphasize how intimate some things are to me that perhaps other people view as mundane).

Warming my hands on my cup of tea, watching birds.

Why it’s too good not to share: because I know that my fantasy overlaps with other people’s fantasies, and if it’s good to me, it’s good to other people. If it’s good and important enough to want to keep it to myself, I know that other people will treasure it, too. That it will inspire and stir up longing. On the other hand I know I’m compromising all of the things I need the most from The Cabin. Especially right now. Or maybe always, but more and more obvious right now.

What's this?!? Am I NAKED under my nightgown?

Ultimately there is a limit to how much truth I can show and tell about the cabin before it loses its charms for Trixie fans and conflicts with their fantasies of it. So is it worth it for me to undermine the privacy of my hidey-hole by exposing it at all?

One of my favorite pictures in this set.

I sure do know how to ruin some perfectly good nudey pics, don’t I!?!

122 pictures in this gallery for members!

Say you love me anyway, fuckers!! And that you know there’s an enchanted circle of protection around the cabin so that nobody but Delia and I may penetrate it. OR EVEN SEE IT WITH THE NAKED EYE!! God, I wish I had that kind of a magical prophylactic bubble to disappear into.

NOTE: these feelings of longing for a giant invisibility cloak have been exacerbated by some bad stuff that’s taken away a whole bunch of people’s privacy and threatened their safety recently. Ours included.

Let me know if this reads as terribly off-putting and I will delete the text, all except for the happy I’m-a-hot-mommy-type-taking-off-her-nightgown suggestions like I’m all barefoot and eager to be impregnated in my rusticated shed by any old semen-shooter.

Warning: this post might gross out some people, so if a certain word in the title makes you uncomfortable, the rest of this entry will probably heighten your discomfort:

I SO enjoyed my nightgown camshow last month (and had an awesome one the day before, too). I wore a long nightie that always makes me feel SO sexy and SO pretty and such a feminine tease. Someone I worked with years ago gave me three Eileen West nightgowns I never ever would have bought for myself, but now that I have them I want a dozen more:

Big Boobs Look Plush Under Pleated Cotton Nightgown

I guess I just really like the feeling of white lengths of cotton flowing all over my body with no panties or bra (like my long white May Day dress).

Pretty lady in long cotton nightgown looks like a sweet mommy tucking you in.

I *especially* like the way these nighties make my jugs look so generous and mobile and soft with the pleats adding more fabric to accentuate them bursting forward. So so ripe and full.

Modest and non-nude, but suggestive and succulent

In my show it was like poetry, talking about being a lady in a long nightgown, and what ladies in long nightgowns like to do and how their pussies get so wet underneath their long long nightgowns. I felt so pretty and iconically feminine, like if Victoria magazine included porn (never gonna happen, I know). Don’t you just want to push that white cotton up-up-up? And see and smell some soft, furry bush?

Free pics of me from a few years ago in a similar night gown: http://www.trixie.com/tgp/Trixie/see-through-nighty

It’s gross I guess, but I also love how skinny my arms and legs look wearing this nightgown. It’s the most feminine interpretation of skinniness, I think. Everything looks so long and pretty and gracefully awkward compared to everything in the middle looking so abundant and juicy.

It made me want to log in to the pay-to-view camsite I’ve been working and make all the boys want me to be their pretty mommy in her modest white nightgown. It’s such a familiar mommy-in-summer look, the soft cotton wafting faded mommy perfume and hugging hands reaching out on long arms to drawn you in. There’s nothing overtly sexual about it except that it’s all ALL all woman, and the modesty is the most naked you might get. A silhouette if the light is right, a sour-sweet stubbly armpit, some long pale leg if she gathers it up a little to step through the dewy lawn to get the paper in the morning.

It’s a look that provokes powerfully confusing strong feelings in a lot of people of both innocent love and taboo lust.

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That day we had more people in members-only chat than we’ve had in MONTHS, which also boosted my spirits terrifically. And really everything started looking up on Thursday when and after we fucked (don’t you think this is true?).

Sleepy mommy-type's big Victorian "dirty pillows"

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If you want to get me a similar nightgown or inexpensive night slip to fill out my pretty mommy wardrobe, I have a couple ON SALE on my wishlist! It would be nice to have a couple of new drowsy sleepytime gowns to wear this summer.

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I hope to blog more later about 1) the camming I’ve been doing and 2) my own shame, discomfort and conflicted feelings about role plays I get off on.